Thursday, January 21, 2010

My Sister's


There's no such love like sister love is there? Nope I would have to say no. I have two sisters, Nicole(But I call her Nikki) and Rachel.

Nikki is 19, and she is soon to be 20. Her turning 20 comes with a few hard thoughts on my part, like
1. She won't be there for me like she used to be.
2. That no matter what she is growing up(and away).
3. That one day she's just not going to be here anymore.
But the one thing that's hardest for me to do is honestly sometimes, is just to love her. I mean don't get me wrong I do LOVE her...but she's never here anymore, and I feel sometimes like she just doesn't care about me anymore. She's grown up a lot and changed in a few short months and it's hard to see her the same anymore. I miss who she used to be.

Rachel is 16, she'll be 17 in September. She is very into art and is an amazing artist. she is sometimes just the glue that holds me and my sanity together. She's there for me when I need her most. Sometimes I think I'm not half the sister she is to me, and that's true in a lot of ways...
1. She's sweet...I'm not
2. She's quiet...I'm not
3. She's loving...I'm not always
4. She listens...I don't
5. She's gentle...Unless with kids, I'm not always.
We're two different people, but something holds us together and that would be God.

I love my sisters with all my heart. Those are my sisters love them or hate them, I could care less, cause I love them.

Oh by the way...the picture was done by Rachel.

1 comment:

  1. I love you too Angie. You mean so much to me...I'm sorry...for everything...I love you more than you know and the idea of things changing and me moving away....is harder on me than you think...please go easy on me...its hard to me too... :(

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